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Friday, July 31, 2009 Remember those walls I built Well, baby they're tumbling down And they didn't even put up a fight They didn't even make up a sound I found a way to let you in But I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now It's like I've been awakened Every rule I had you breakin' It's the risk that I'm takin' I ain't never gonna shut you out Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You're the only one that I want Think I'm addicted to your light I swore I'd never fall again But this don't even feel like falling Gravity can't forget To pull me back to the ground again Feels like I've been awakened Every rule I had you breakin' The risk that I'm takin' I'm never gonna shut you out Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo Halo, halo Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo -Beyonce, Halo it's a mad world;
Thursday, July 30, 2009  Debate elections tomorrow. Somehow I don't really get good vibes from it. But there's no point worrying I guess. Most likely some paranoia on my part again :p Once again, I'm at a crossroads. Though this time, I'm pretty confident that I can do a good job actually, not as uncertain as when I took over ProEd Council. Speaking of which, I do hope what I see now is progress, not just some facade. :X It's been a rough year I guess, so the Council's success has to be viewed differently from past ones. But there's a time for introspection, and now's not it (chemical calculation awaits me sigh). Ah well...at least there's pizza tomorrow. THANK YOU DR MERCER :D talking nonsense into the night;
Tuesday, July 21, 2009  Sometimes silence is really a charm. we lie in trepidation;
Monday, July 20, 2009 Using some really weird and small laptop given to my mum by my aunt. It's like, less than 7 inches and it's even harder to type than my phone -.- Though it's less than 1kg, it's horribly difficult to type on it without making any mistakes. Sigh. I'll update later, when it is easier to type. promise you'll not fly away;
Friday, July 17, 2009 Some things are just not meant to be said in front of certain people. I don't really know what's going on in my life anymore, really. :X From what I'm used to (and thoroughly enjoy, for that matter) - doing work - I've now been told I shouldn't be doing them. Rather, I should be focusing more on the thinking aspect, thinking about direction, goals and the future. I would really love to do that, but it's just not my first nature. My first nature is to do things, 'cos to me, hands on is really what helps me understand people best, helps me know what I should be doing, and help me see what they are made of and who they truly are. It doesn't help if you tell me that the "thinking" side should be what I'm doing now, it doesn't and isn't sitting well with me. I'll be there next Wednesday, no matter what. If you don't like it, screw you. It's been more than half a year, and finally I think I can say that we're going somewhere. It took a while, more so than the past few years in this, but there's progress, I hope. Ah I don't know, shan't divulge too much here if you haven't already figured out what I'm talking about. Ah this sucks. Tomorrow will be a better day...I hope. >.< tremble for the harp;
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 First day of "quarantine". I think it was really stupid of me, but I have to play the role to its fullest I guess. No matter whether it's for real that I ought to be quarantined or not, if I said that I would stay at home to be isolated, I better stay at home and be isolated. The irony of it all, sigh. Wasn't at all in the mood to do work, so I went blogsurfing. Some blogs that I read were really kind of...depressing, and somehow I guess I felt it too. It's weird that I felt it in the first place, since I don't really have close ties with most of the people whose blogs I surfed. But the despair was kind of obvious, and well, let's just say that it's really depressing to read them as well. :X Random ramblings heh. Decided to revive watching ANTM Cycle 9, since more or less the animes are coming up at a regular basis, which means once I watch them for around 25 minutes, I have to wait another week before the next episode is up. Sigh. Also decided to start watching this anime I accidentally clicked on, seriously. It's called School Days. Some sappy love triangle anime. I haven't watched it yet, but when I do, I guess I'll tell you if it's worth watching or not, heh. Sian lah. I think I'll just go back to school tomorrow. Staying at home is so NOT a good idea. Webportal publishing 2.0?! I wish. eLearning has once again been brought to another level of fei-ness. tsumo after a kong, 1600/3200;
Monday, July 13, 2009 I'm just addicted over that phrase heh. Saki FTW. Anywayz, today was, well...weird. It just seems like everyone's getting shot down, one by one (Harper's Island lol). Let's analyse this situation: When school started today, 3H2 had 17 people (7 didn't come). Nothing happened for a while.... During History lecture, Bngzl was suddenly called out, and 3H2 was down to 16 people. Chinese lesson was epic. 10 minutes into the lesson... Zhi Xian (in Chinese. I lazy to type): "Mdm Cao! My temperature is 38.3 degrees!" Suffice to say, CaoJW had to bring Zhi Xian to the quarantine area (where he later clocked a temperature of 39 degrees). 15 people left. --While CaoJW was gone-- Yuan Jun: OH MY! MY TEMPERATURE IS 37.7 DEGREES! So he waited... And waited... And waited... And waited. CaoJW never came back. At 1+ pm, YJ decided it was time to leave. So being the "nice" classmate I was (I was trying to get quarantined yes), I escorted him. Halfway there...CaoJW appeared. And so she had to escort him to quarantine area. Final count: 14 people. When CaoJW came back, SungKK also came back to tell us to go home. And the most epic thing is this: he wore his mask only AFTER talking to us, even though our class was the infected one. So basically, that was how 3H2 got pwned by H1N1. Oh, did I mention how Kenji went into HP5, which was the room H2 used for Chinese, and got a 39.7 degrees fever in the end? Epic. why this love always feel like a battlefield;
Wednesday, July 8, 2009 Today's ExCO Meeting was somewhat liberating. It actually felt good to talk to all the ExCO once again, after almost one whole term. I doubt I've laughed so much since two weeks ago, and it was...well...just nice to see them again (which is quite absurd actually since I'll see them in school anyway). Anyway, today was just...draining. I don't know, it just feels as if something was brutally removed from me and tossed aside in favour of fatigue and, well...emptiness. Which essentially means as I type this out, I don't really feel anything. I'm just tired and emotionless at this point in time. Some tingling feeling inside me though, cries out in sadness. Which is kind of weird seeing that there's nothing to be sad about. Or maybe there is. Honestly speaking, I don't know what to think anymore. My faith in all of you was challenged today, and some of them told me they honestly don't think that our bond is real. I would have rebutted instantly in defence of all of you (and maybe for myself as well), but the scary thing is that it all makes sense. Saying that we miss each other like hell almost every single post, and wanting to meet up almost immediately after disbanding from any outing, it really seems...artificial, this bond we share. I hate to think that it's real. Someone help me think. What would you do, if you were here? Someone...help >.< i'll try not to fall asleep while typing this;
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 MAS is finally over, and boy what a journey it was this time. Greg was unfortunately plagued by sickness throughout these two days, so all that meant was YJ and I had to run the show. Which was hell. We mean it. kill the groove;
Thursday, July 2, 2009 The age old joke: In life, it's quite similar to Bridge. You either have a good partner, or you'd better have a damn good hand. |